IRAHHVI

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Despite having ups and downs, I do enjoyed school yesterday & today.

SUNDAY //23MARCH2008. 7DAYSTO1YEAR.

As usual, A little late for madrasah and the Ustazah
screamed her lungs out for no reasons. I hate her man!
Msg Siku in class cause his madrasah life is better than mine.
Oh wayyy better than mine to be exact. :)
Dad didn't fetched me so I had to go home by myself.

I was waiting for sunday to come.
Reason is that Arif promised to msg me back on sunday
cause he's busy on Sat Night. So i waited the whole day
but there's not a single message from him. I was all down
and wasn't in the mood. Went out with the Family to Arnold.
Brought Baby Apin along. Still waiting for the message.
Time checked:8pm. By then, I gave up. I didn't wanna think much
about it so I prepared my school stuff. While preparing, yes he message.
OFCOURSE, I'm over the moon. heheks.

Alot of things happened that night.
The messages he sent are all meaningful.
Let it be a big blow or a happy thing, it was all nice.
Naddy read all of it and she knows how I feel.

" Btw, do you know that you look more beautiful when you have you specs on? haha"
" I don't wanna hurt your feelings nor I want to bring your hopes too high. You're a very
special girl Irah and I very really touched with your loyalty and sincerity"
" ( answering to my qn) Why we nvr talk in school ah? You lah, always shy2. Haha"

There's more; what you think I so stupid want to reveal all ah? SHITYOU. aing.
It all ended around 12 midnight.

MONDAY //24MARCH2008. 6DAYSTO1YEAR.

School started out fine.
Afee and I was kinda early rather than usual since
she asked me to meet her at 6.45am while usually will
meet around 7am. Crazy woman. So we waited for the rest
at the linkhouse for 20 minutes? Blame afee for meeting up
early. Really, we felt stupid for awhile. So I had my breakfast
while waiting. :)

So reached school pretty early.
Settled down and stuff. BLABLABLABLA.
The LCD talked was digusting for god sake.
I mean, the adults have made it so clear to us, the underage
people not to watch"porn" anything related to those stuff.
But hell, the school even hold a talk for us!

Let's be open now.
There are afew pictures of a penis and a hand
putting on a condom onto it. "Roll it down" wtf?
I tell you, not that I'm childish but I just can't stand it.
I kept on closing my eyes and ears!

But it was fun when Jumain had AIDS during the"test"
Funny mann. :)

Had band.
Ended a little early I suppose.
Met some of 'em outside school to settle some stuff
and headed to Vista to ask things at this shop.
BUmp into Arif and stupid me, I didn't smile at him. baik irah!

Settled the stuff, bump into Luthfi, and headed home.
While walking, Bump into Nadiah prom queen ( lols ).
WHOA, alot of bumping into poeple huh.

Had some problems at home that night.
I was damn damn damn damn damn tired after the
whole in school running around like a mad girl, well, I didn't run
la but just to show that I'm damn tired.

STRESS.
CALLED NADDY.

Naddy: Irah, are you sick?
Irah: *sobb sobb.*
Naddy: IRAH?! are you okay?
Irah * sobb sobb *

I tell you I didnt talk!

Naddy: Irah!! what happened? what did arif do?
Irah: * sobb sobb* and i laugh for a sec.

I knew she gonna think that Arif made me cry.
NO LA SIAO.

Then we talked on the phone till 11pm.
Smsed arif also and went to sleep around 1am.
TIRED LA SIOLS.

25MARCH2008 //5DAYSTO1YEAR.

School was awesome!
Except that I was so fucked up with the guys
for being sucha lame assholes in SS class. It's good enough
that Mr Goh booked up IT resource room so that we can enjoy
the comfy twisting chairs and of course the air- con but some people
are taking advantage of it. Was totally fed-up mann.

But was all okay during Physics. :)

Had my recess with the usuals. haha.
Thanks eh Sha for habis-ing my food everytime I can't .

During Chemistry lesson, right before we were about to change lesson,
15 of us were called up to meet the Nurses. I was excited. I know I will
be called up for sure. Yes, I was called. So we "hegeh2" walk to AVA and
start camwhoring. Mann, It was fun lah. I mean, it's as if it's a free period.
The guys were called up ferst so the girls had alot of time to waste.

The girls that was "chosen" for the Health check. huahuahua.
PLus Wardah; camera woman.

FengMei and I

Brenda and I

jeng jeng jeng!

Two Questions
1) where am I looking and
2) WHOSE THAT FAGGOT BEHIND US?
stupid she fan.

Geog lesson was wasted due to this checkup.

Had assembly and again, I laughed my ass out man.
The Hakka Dance and I quickly turn to Al-Zul who is right
behind me. I was laughing like hell mann. It's about Mr Fariz
and a few Ncc Cadets who went to New Zealand for something.
Got Hakka dance all. And al is very good at it! :)

End and headed back to class.
Not long after that, was called to go for the Meeting.
Grab something to bite and headed for the meeting.
End and went to class cause got dance practice.
Didn't meet Naddy cause of this.

IM SORRY OKAY HUNS.

OK SMELLY; i wanna sleep alrd la.
11.30 alrd. tmr skola tau!!!!! :)

Saturday, March 22, 2008

I NEED A NEW HANDPHONE OKAYYY.
I AIN'T GETTING IN FROM MY PARENTS; I NEED A JOB.

Oh well,
why should I be so stressed out about this?
The reason is; My sister bought herself a new Viewty LG touchscreen
handphone and it's like 198 bucks? I mean, wtf ?! Jealous akuuuuu.

Nevertheless,
I will be having her 6280 hp. Samer dgn saper nyer ehhks?
hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaa.

Nothing much to post now.
Cause it seems like I've been doing my entries everyday!
So yeah; I hope I can skip every Sunday Morning and go straight
to the Afternoon cause I wanna skip Madrasah! Grrr.

SEE SEE.
NOTHING TO POST.
ALAMAKKKKK.

AHH 8DAYSTO1YEAROFWAITING.
AKU SYG ITIK!

Friday, March 21, 2008

SO MUCH FOR A GOOD FRIDAY. ARGH.

THURSDAY

School started out fine.
I love it when it rains and the boys were joking about me
wearing jacket when it's not cold. Well, it is cold to me okay. idiots.
So had mother tongue and it's a big waste of time every Thursday cause
now, we don't have a proper classroom to study in. Our class is used,
the IT resource are always booked by the D&T classes and the AVA is always
not available. So, we have to hop around classes and use until a teacher comes
in and say "erm, this room is booked" then we all have to pack our stuff and
go find another room. what a luck. So we used the Inner room of the Library
and it was kinda fun! Maybe we shall stick to that room Mdm Faridah :)

So the day was alright.
Art; I was in my most sleepiest mood ever.
The weather is oh-so-great to just lie down and close my eyes.
BUT NO. I tried to be awake and do my art. Well, I didn't do my art.
BUt, I did something different. Cause for my case, I need to do research
on the theme I'm going to do on. So, 4 periods of slack!

Nabil who were next to me was disturbed by my awful singing!
Haha. My both ears were plugged with the headphone so I hear nothing
except for the song playing from my Ipod. So he kept on looking at me
until I realised. And I kept on talking out so loud without even realising it.
Then he will be like "shhh, kuat sialll" hahah.

So, besides that. Took photos with AFee cause she's just next to me.
And as I was drawing that Reefyrah thingy, Sien Hui's Butt appeared
infront of my friggin eyeballs when I looked up. IDIOT YOU SIEN HUI.
And you know me, something that amused me, I'll snap it. LOL.

And here comes the hottest butt in 3N2 history!...

woohoo!

And my mood change at 12.45pm during the change of class
from art room to our classroom. I don't know why. So during English
lesson, I went to the toilet. dilly-delly. Tied my hair and walked back
to class like a tortoise. Really! As i stepped into the class, my friends were
all shouting at me.

" EEEEEEE busok siol! amirah, kau berak per? lmbt saakk"
(eeeeeeee, smelly ! amirah, you pass motion isit? take so long to come back!)
"Kau buat aper sak dlm toilet lamer2?"
( what did you do in the toilet for so long?" )
"lambat sial"
( so slow seehh)
and all those stuff.

haha.
And Miss Teo was like
" Amirah, are you okay? Do you need to go to the sickbay or something?"
For crying out loud I was all okay. The reason why she asked me that
was because I came into the class with a really gloomy face. I looked as if
I was just being punished and I feel sad about it. I also looked as if something
had made me feel super sad and low. haha.

And the class waited for me like more then five minutes to start
the spelling test. HAHA. I'm so so so so so sorry class! :) heheks.

SUCKY GOOD FRIDAY I HAD.
I HATE IT WHEN IT COMES TO THIS MANN..

I've been doing nothing except editing pictures, chatting with my friends
and eating. Well, didn't eat much today. I guess I wasn't in the mood to.
I woke up pretty late today. 1pm? Yeah, not that bad huh? Initially, I woke up
around 10.30am by my sister's conversation over the phone and was feeling
glad that it's good Friday ( you know, there's no need to go to school & wake up at 6 ).
So yeah, woke up and straight went to the toilet to shower.

Had my lunch and slack till 7pm and use the lappy to kill time.
Got my pictures from Afee and started to edit all. And by the time
I finish my editing and chatting and stuff, it's already 9.30pm. I was like
WHOA. And not forgetting how happy I was when I received a text from
Arif at 7.02pm. It's rare to receive messaged from him alright. Haha. But thanks
to my prepaid balance which is 6 cents currently, I don't get to msg him.
ARGH, fed up. But never mind. There's always tomorrow. Hahah.

I'm definitely dead bored at home right now.
Feeling super hungry but there's nothing to munch. Not gonna have rice
cause it's gonna make me fat sooner or later. So, no rice after 8pm. =
So yeah having biscuits now. haha. crap.

God, I hope all this matters will end soon. Please.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

YOU'RE HIDING SOMETHING FROM US BOYY. C'MON, OUT WITH IT.

I wonder why, he look so fine and normal in school.

Happy-go-lucky guy and yeah, he look super hot and smart to me.

But from his friendster Profile,I sense that there's alotof things going

through his head. I wonder what's bothering him. Is it me? Is it me who

disturbs him not verbally but with my actions? I hope not. I'm worried though

it's none of my business.I'm worried though it might not concern me. I'm

worried that he get so worked up though I'm not even a buddy to him.

I'm just worried for you, boy. Haiz.

Though it's just a simple words in your profile, but it meant alot. It tells me that there's

alot going through in your mind. Yeah, his is never here to read my entries

but I'm just letting it all out. 11moredaysto1yearofwaiting. <3

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So, I guess I really really need to brush up on my malay.

focused too much on English and forgotten about my malay.

Had my Malay Oral just now and yeah, you know it, I suck big time.

I sucked in reading that passage, I suck on the discussion part.

I let out too many English words like " and then " "So" "yeah".

And yeah, guess who's the teacher, the mosr BAKU of all, Miss Noraini.

Well, I really tired my best but the questions she asked me and the rest

of my mates didn't even came across my mind.

- Adakah awak bangga untuk menjadi rakyat Singapura?

- Perbezaan antara Singapura yg dahulu dan yg sekarang.

- Tempat yang awak paling suka di Singapura.

Yeahyeah, it look and sound frigging easy but hell no.

I could'nt speak and I have to think like friggin long. Well, It's a fail

I suppose. Had my preparation done in malay class before the Oral and

my "tester" was Al-Zul. Oh freak, I can't concentrate in my reading cause

he like act alot! Smile here and there! wah, super disturbing. And when it comes

to the discussion part, he's really funny. I spent most of my time laughing and

talking to him un English rather than preparing for my oral. Haiz.

It's all over now. Get over it Irah!

So, I was the second person to be tested and it sucks.

It's so fast and I was super duper scared. Haha. And there's other classes.

3N1 2N1 3N2 2N2. Mannn, the 2n2 girls look at me and observe how "panic"

I was when I'm at the chair waiting for my turn. okay. OVER IT IRAHH!.

So, I end quite early and waited for the rest to come out.So while waiting,

I went around touring the school. Saw few school cameover to Woodgrove and there's

alot of freaks. Haha. Walked around and talked to people and then headed back to

AVA and met up with the rest. Chillax outside the Staff room and watched

Bring It On with Hidayah,hidayah and Azimah.

And the boys joined for awhile and went off. After that, headed to the classroom

and practice couple of steps. It was tiring I tell you. But of course, it's fun! It was

raining so we spent more time in school. Around 6.20pm, left school and headed

to Vista where Hidayah n1 saw Him walking. haha. Haiz. Walked home with them

and half way separated with Hidayah and Azimah.Walked to the bus stop with

Hid and I walked home alone. Lols. Did my homework and prepared for school.

Watched American Idol on Star world I guess and enjoyed donuts that

my sister brought home. Oh yummy! ahah. AH, TOOTHACHE.

Today, saw the Class Photos.

HAHA, ALL OF US LOOK SO MATURED IN TIES AND WHITE UNI!

Seriously, I like all three photos. :)

Class Teeshirt coming! yeay! oh man, that means, MORE MONEY to use.

Miss Lee; Please please, OBS HEHE.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I'VE RECEIVED ALOT OF COMMENTS
THAT FILLED UP THE WHOLE COMMENTS PAGE. ok crap?

I'm just surprised people, no fuss about it.
haha.

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Anyway,
Hello Assholes.

Let me start today's entry by talking about school.
My oh my, Maths is getting tougher every day. I mean, the change in
methods and it's getting more challenging. And I know myself, I'm slacking already.
I feel that it's hard for me to understand if it's only explain like how it does in class.
Told 'ya, I need more help then just school. I need tuition. *HEAR THAT MOM!*

Geometry, the topic I'm doing right at this point of time.
Yeah sure it's killing me. I mean, there's so much to take note of
especially starting from the "Toa Cah Soh" Topic. Haiz, And chemistry,
It's also darn difficult for me and I have to trouble Fee to teach me
along the lesson . Teachers do use chim chim words don't you think so?
Especially Mr Goh; Social Studies. Another hard subject.

TOMORROW IS MOTHER TONGUE ORAL?
And we're only informed like, yesterday? I mean, shitaz.
We should be informed like before the 1 week break, so we ok wait,
so I can prepare myself. There's no way I'm gonna be prepared now.
GRRRRRRRRR.

MASS RUN.
2 words and you know it.
KILLING ME. :)

Yeah, as you can see, I'm lame-ing crapping lame-ing and crapping.

Let's start a proper entry.
Dear Diary,
School started out fine today except that there's an attire check done
during our reading period and I must say, boys are more problematic than
girls. As you know, I'm an observant student (FAKE), I've observer and I find
that boys don't really listen to instructions given. The instructions given was to
cut their hair if it's already touching the collar and yeah, ALOT of male students
were caught and brought to one corner. And I heard that they were told to cut
their hair by themselves? too bad. Girls, JIA YOU. :)

But ofcourse, there's a small problem with the girls. heheks.

And you know that I'm an attentive student in class (Half True),
and what I've learnt in Chemistry Class was that;

Scientifically proven;
Women gives out 3 Litres of air a day while
Men gives out 3.2 Litres of air a day.

Not carbon dioxide or whatsoever but the air we pass out.
Easily said, FART.

It's such a disgrace that Us women gives out 3Litres and Men gives out
ONLY .2% more than us. Horrible isn't it for women? haha.

Alright.
So we had the Combined Assembly earlier on in school
and it was okay. We had our two graduating seniors up there giving
us a talk on the trip the had to Shanghai. Enjoyed it :)

Met up with Naddy for awhile and went back to class.
On the way back to class, I did the stupidest thing a human can do.
As I was walking, I saw Arif walking towards me. So I was all prepared
to exchange smiles. But when we get nearer, I became all shy and stuff.
Shit me for having that shitty feeling. So, I ended up looking down as we
walked pass each other. I have no idea but I felt that he looked at me
but I wasn't there to response. How more stupid can I be? Damn you Irah,
Damn you! Ughs!

So, I RANNNNNNNNN up back to class and was feeling oh-so-stupid.
I asked couple of my friends if I'm stupid, but they said I'm not. In fact, they
said I'm clever in the way of studies ( fake praises given ). I was like, Hello, I meant
about the Arif thingy, so they said yeah, Kinda stupid. =.=

So in class, sat with couple of the boys and join in the fun for awhile
and headed down to the canteen to have lunch with Azimah & hidayah.
Wondered where ALyssha had went to. haha. So yeah, Arif is there and I dare
not do anything embarrassing, So all I did was eat my lunch and go home.

It was raining to I stayed there for awhile till it's drizzling.
Was suppose to walk home with that freaky Nasha but he went first
with his mates. Headed to Vista and treat myself bubble tea and
walked home. Rushed home cause I really really really really really really really really
really really really really really really really need the toilet =.=

Did my homework, prepared for school tmr and here I am posting.
SO yeah, I have not practice speaking in Fluent malay which seems to be
super duper Impossible. Will try to tmr in school with my friends I suppose.
I thin I'm gonna freak out soooooo badly tmr in the waiting room but heck, it's a must
to do Oral. =.=

OHYEAH, freaking out rigggggggggggggggggggght now.

OH baby,
12 MOREDAYSTO1YEAROFWAITING. <3

Sunday, March 16, 2008

TO ALL HUMAN BEINGS;

BE IT YOU BEHAVE LIKE A PIG, DOG OR MONKEY,

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE VIEW THIS VIDEOS IN YOUTUBE.

THIS GUY; WHO IS DARN TALENTED IS SUPER DUPER "OH-MY-GOD"

SO GOOD ON DRUMS.

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VADRUM MEETS SUPER MARIO
VADRUM MEETS THE SIMPSON
VADRUM MEETS WILLIAM TELL

OKAY KIDS, GOGOGO!

Yeah, view all if you want to. I tell you and assure you, his F good.

Next travis barker? Holy !@!$@%$!$!

Anyways, it's 3.30 in the morning. Soon at 4am, I'm able to sing 4 in the morning by Qwen Stefani already. HAHA. okay friggin lame. I'm bored actually. Initially, I wanted to have an early night so that tomorrow, I'm able to wake up at a decent time and finish up my homeworks. It's been awhile I've touched my homework and I'm feeling pretty scared and I've no confident that I can finish up ALL of it. Too many essays to write and that's why I don't feel like doing. I hate essays now and forever. Because of it, my mood for homeworks are gone. Haiz. CRAP.

I don't think I'll be online and posting tomorrow till someday. Idk. So, let me do an entry before I'll go missing for ages. FAKE. HAHA. Monday will be having a workshop. Kinda nervous for no reason. Hopefully it's gonna be fine. :) So, I won't be going for band on monday, so does majority of the Sec3 seniors. :) And monday, the day the students have to hand-in their homeworks. I tell you teachers, it's a burden for us alright. It's a week break and actually, it's never a break for us. There's camp for the Ncc (3days2nights) for band(2day1night) and there's alot more happening during this break. Homeworks really needs alot of time. I've counted how many work I have to submit. According to the papers, I have 12 worksheets to do. 2 Malay "essays" to do. DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE. It's too much although most subject teachers tried to give just a piece of work. But malay, argh Nevermind. All this, I'm sure I'm gonne get hack by Mdm Azah. Oh well.

Mom just woke up from her sleep. She slept at 3pm, that's the time I woke up. What is she? Sleeping Beauty? I don't agree on that "Beauty" part. Oh shit you Irah. haha. Today, well I meant yesterday cause it's past midnight, I've been slacking and snacking. Yes, the 2 "s"s. I felt that I've wasted a day in my life. Well, I did the laundry. After laundry, didn't do much. Went to the shop and bought myself two friggin cup noodles and a bag of Potato Chips. Yeahh, on my slacking mood actually. Had all of it on my own. Around 8pm, went down again and got myself a tub of Neopolitan Flavoured Ice-cream. It wasn't as tasty as I thought it would be. But heck, just stuffed it into my mouth. Whenever you craved for something and you're hungry, you won't even care whether it meant your expectations right? If no, you're wrong. Aing. Well it does to me. haha. Food, everythings nice for Irah. Fatass soon I'll be.

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Naddy were online earlier on.

Chatted with her about Reefyrah. Asking what am I suppose to do to make him realise that 30 March is the 1 year of me waiting for him. I don't wanna be a dick and just tell him straight. Ofcourse I'm scared,shy and stuff . And if I were to get a bad response from him, then I won't know how to face him everyday in school. I don't wanna do anything that will "break" our good friend relantionship right now. No we don't talk or even exchange smiles, but at least we text each other. And the way he text me, wasn't that bad like he used to last time. And I thanked God for that. Naddy knows how bad it will affect me if he were to have someone else to make him happy, someone else to be with him, someone else that will be special to him. Make it short, someone special other than me, Amirah. Haiz, I know I'm being such an idiot and I know, soon I'll have some tags saying I'm such a crap doing all this. Liking someone who didnt even mention about like me. Loving someone who doesn't love me. Adoring someone who didn't even talk to me. I know, but I'm sure you guys have this feeling in your on situations. I know you might think I'm wasting my time. Even Miss Lee asked me to Stop waiting for Arif and just study hard. I know it's the best for me but wouldnt you guys want to see me happy? Having someone whom I've waited for almost a year. I'm sincere right now. really. But I just don't understand why Arif have to do this. NO, he haven't done anything that have harmed me or something, he did not. Only he kept me waiting. That's all. No pressure. Reading my friends blogs, saying "I miss my prince charming, I miss BF. Imysdm, and stuff. It hurts. I wondered, when is my turn? Yeah, people say sooner or later but I want to knw exactly when. This is seriously hard. I'm leading sucha tedious life right now. Oh crap, I just need to be happy.

Bottom line is; I'm in love with

NUR ARIF BIN ABDUL RAHMAN<3

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WHOA, this is what happened if I don't sleep. Hhuahua. I'm really down right now. So I don't think I'm gonna as energetic as I am and I don't think I'm eager oh well, I don't think I'm gonna look forward for school and no mood, definitely. OH SHOOTS.

GOOD NIGHT PUNKD.

Friday, March 14, 2008

;Picture taken during Faire La Fete!
That's the loveliest section; CLARINET SECTION! <33

MARCH BAND CAMP GEREKSIAO

Yesterday was suppose to fall-in at 7.50am.
I'm super confident that I will reach school early because I looked
forward for the camp BUUTTT, I woke up at 8am cause I slept
at 3am just to watch My girl. Well, stop at the last episode and
continued today. I SUMPAH I LOOVE THE SHOW. really.
Som band members know how "affected" I am. bla3.

Alright Back to track. *BAND CAMP!

So I reached and apologies to Lina for coming late.
Went to dorm and put my stuff down and headed back
to the parade square to join the rest. Time check: 8.50am.
what the hell Irah? 1 hour late? My god. But thanks to dad
for giving me a ride on the urghhh motorbike. :)

I was already happy went i joined the rest at the parade square.
Reason is, Arif is there as NCC also having their camp, but it was
their last day there. Didn't think much about him cause I'm the leader
of PATIENT WARRIORS! ( group name given ) Although some of 'em
are quiet dead, overall, I love my team. :) Richard have to learn teamwork
and not keep going to his friend from another group cause I do get panic
when the little kiddo went missing and all of us have to search for him.
AH, that little boy.

So first day wasnt that bad due to sleepyness.
Most of us are already tired after the Amazing Race held
in school compound. So during the Musical Performace Preperation,
majority of us are DEAD. I'm sorry to some juniors for not teaching
cause I'm too fatigued. And sorry to those whom I might have "ignored"
and stuff. Wasn't in the mood UNTIL, DINNER! ohyeah.
I finished up my food darn fast! Well, hungry. haha.

So after Dinner was Night activities.
Played the Polar Bear hunter doctor game thingy.
It's fun actually when Shawn started lying down, so I did the same
and we laughed cause we're like making ourselves feel like at home.
Crap. Then couple of us layed down everytime we're told to go to "sleep".
So it's shiook lah. Made friends with some sec 1's during the game too.

So after the game, Eqah and Rara became Ruby & my friends.
Time check : 8.30pm! SHOWER TIME!
We all "CHIONGGG" to the shower room then we found that the
queue is super darn long, so we went to use the boys shower room,
so that's why the boys showered later than the girls! haha. too bad guys!

After shower and stuff, we headed to the Music Room feeling oh so fresh
in our Casual clothes. And when I say casual clothes, I meant you know, shorts,
teeshirt and jackets? Yeah, for sleeping. But there's one sec1 guy who wore
Jeans and Kemeja-Tee. That' SMART casual. I feel pity for him.
Nevertheless, he looks smart in those! haha. only he wore it at the wrong time.

During the show. I kept on falling asleep.
Okay, let's see. I suppose 5 times I fall asleep.
And my back hurts so much that I actually wanted to cry
cause I kept on bending my body and my head cause sleeping mah.
There's one time where I nearly bang my head onto the wooden floor.
How embarassing. Luckily most of the people around me were concentrating
on the movie, "The red Violin". So since some of my friends were able
to watch although we were all eqaully tired, I tried to open my eyes wider
and never think of anything related to SLEEP. Yeah, I can do it :)

After the show. Time check: 12.3o midnight.
Initially, lights-off at midnight but due to the delayed of
some events, everything thing were pulled forward. So yeah.
Went down to have supper and went up to dorm, found out that
almost all my domitries mate were all ready to go to Lala Land.
While eqah rara irah ruby were still Gugu Gaga-ing, talking nonsense
and stuff. It was fun though. Aloooot of laughters actually.
We were on the table but decided to sleep on the BARE floor cause
the table ain't comfortable.

So next day, woke up at 5.50am and went to shower.
Had PT and I have to agree with Q that this is the first ever
PT that we didn't complaint and argue. It wasn't as bad as Mr Joey's.
Go go go Alvin! hhaha.

After PT had the most scrumptious breakfast we've ever eaten
in the whole band camp history, I suppose. haha.
Thanks for the food Ruzaini's mom! hhaa.

Then we went up to dicuss about the Musical Performance
and I have to say that only the seniors in my group crack
our brains to think of the an idea and steps and stuff.
So I wonder why people can't co-operate and just do what's told.
Haiz, overall, our perforamce ain't that bad! Good jod lovelys!
PATIENT WARRIORS, remember our signature cheer? HHA.

K lame =.=

Did the area cleaning and stuff.
Headed back to music and to start on the performances.
I really love Loving Warriors's performance! and that group
acting on "wgssb Idol" and Mimi, I'm so proud of you lah.
So brave to sing a song infront of the whole band despite being
scared and stuff. Can hear that you're "gagap-ing" but you were good!
hahas! Jay CHIN CHAU. huaauhua. funny lerh.

Then the teachers announced the New Commitees.
That took awhile. So the new commitees had to stay back
for some briefing and we're released! oh yeah.
Craved for bubble tea, so bought one and headed home.

Reached home, made myself comfortable and
START WATCHING MY GIRL! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
YES AH, ENDED TO NICELY! mannn. ok enough.
HAHAHA.

Labels: Gonna miss all the graduating seniors. boohoo.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

I've said this and I'm saying it again; LEE DONG-WOOK IS !@$%!
-People people, go and watch this Korean show; My Girl. Or you'll regret.

Thanks to my sister for buying that cd. Now, I'm hooked to that show.
And I'm wasting all my holiday time watching that show instead of finishing
my homeworks. Well, too bad, I'll sacrifice for that show! Mann, I love that show!.

Well well,
Holidays seems to be okay for now.
BAND OUTING was a great experience for being in the rain 3 times?
I got super duper seriously drenched while coming back from the last
station of the Amazing race. It was fun I agree, but damn tiring.
Azri's station is the hardest which took us like 1 hour plus to find him? yeah.

Had alooooot of fun during the outing to Sentosa.
Wrote <33> and stuff on the damp sand as I didn't
dive into the water and also didn't play the beach game with the
others. Emo-ing? I have no idea. ChiuHwa was one of them who
I told about the coming 1 year of waiting and stuff. Mann, it's hard.
TABAH.

I wanted to go home before the beach game started.
Which means from Imbiah. But I didn't want to disappoint those
who had already put in truckloads of efforts into this outing.
Those Alumni who planned the Amazing race from Woodlands to
SEntosa. Those Alumni who cooked those delicious scrumptious food
for us. Thank you! :)

But the outing wasnt good I suppose.
Thanks to the weather. I mean, it sucks to the core lah!
It kept on raining and raining, didn't give us the chance to
find shelthers and ended up getting super drenched and our bags,
super wet. Haiz, Hopefully most of us won't fall sick as tmr is our
band camp! :)

Mom wasn't being lenient with me yesterday.
I mean, she is lenient for letting me go for this outing but
errm, be back by 6pm? Oh shiitaz, how am I suppose to be
back home by 6pm when we are still in Cwp playing Amazing race
at 11.40am? Ok, the game finally ended at 3pm I suppose.
So, we meet up with the others at the other side of Pahlawan beach
and finally settled down and had our lunch. They played games
while I just enjoy the breeze. Well, not so much of it.

Decided to go off with Caroline and gangs.
Darian and Danial is such a pain in my ass.
GAH, shall make their asses feel the pain tmr!
Really, they bullied me as if I'm just a small kid.
But I had fun with those two bullies. :)

So, we stopped at Woodlands Interchange and walked
to Caroline's place. Si Yuan & Dewi sent her home while
the Bullies and I waited for them at the bus stop infront of
Afee's place. Yeap, the bullies bullied me profusely. GRRR.
Si Yuan and Dewi came and we waited for the bus. Board the bus and
went to Admiralty to have dinner.

Time Check:9pm

OKay, mom called me as soon as I reached Admiralty.
As per normal, angry and stuff but no one can stop me from
eating! HAHA. Alright, had my dinner and chat2 la with them.
Talked about the My girl show and stuff. Oh yeah, the Mee Rebus which
Danial, Dewi and I had, was kinda spicy so throughout the dinner, I kept
on sipping my Pepsi. Ulcers in great pain! ohh yeahh.

Time Check:9.30pm

Siyuan and Dewi went off.
Darian went off soon and left me with the other bully; Danial.
So, waited for the bus for long hours. FAKE. haha. Bumped into
my aunt and sat with her until she left. Reached home, 10pm.

WAHH, tired lah.
Straight away take out my foolscap which have soaked.
Now, my maths worksheet is already like SHIT. My oh my.
Messaged some of my friends to make sure they reached home
safe. Yeahh. :)

Watched My girl and cried at time! SHIT.
Then fall asleep around 3am in the living room.
Sister watched the soccer match and also end up sleeping
with me in the living room. huahuahua.

Today, woke up early cause mom asked to.
HEADACHE LAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.

So practically, I didn't do much today.
Had my lunch and watched My Girl till my head spins
for lying down too long. :) Gonna continue right after
I finish packing for tmr's band camp!

:) Till then
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
30March; <3

Sunday, March 09, 2008

It's up to you to listen to whoever, cause I know, I didn't exaggerate

the matter.

to whom this may concern

Good Evening bitches.
My weekend was absolutely fine. :)
Yesterday wasn't that bad actually. Did a little bit of my homework and
at night, Baby Apin came over and we had KFC for dinner. After dinner,
chillax abit and then headed to Ecp and meet relatives there. Had some
BBQ and then went home around 2am. Reached home around 3am
and yeah, fall flat on my bed. Daymn exhausted. Hoping that my dad won't
ask me to get up and go for Religious class. And yeah, he didn't wake me up!
Which means, I skipped Religious class today! OH yeaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.

So woke up at 1.30pm and freshen up.
Did the laundries and had my lunch. After lunch, did some
of my homeworks and met up Afee to return some stuff.
Back home, nothing much to do, so decided to use the lappy.

My sister went to Incubus concert yesterday.
Which also means that she watch Saosin (Say-o-sin).
She told me that Saosin played for an hour plus? & she
got bored. =.= SO yeah, she had fun. dammit.
Oh oh Miss Pillai conferm go Incubus.

Nothing much to post about actually. Kinda bored.

So, homeworks not complete.
Tooosday might be going to Sentosa; Band Outing.
Was told that Nadiah is going. Ahh best.
OK mom, I wanna go lah.

And band camp, I wonder how I'm going to survive.
Actually, alot of things are running in my mind and I can't
seem to settle down. Friends, family, school, money, sickness
and all. Just can't stop bothering me. The bottom line is,
WHY DOES ALL MISTAKES AND ALL MISUNDERSTANDINGS
HAVE TO BE ME? Why can't people be in my shoes instead of just
thinking of yourself? I have my reasons and you have yours so let's just
shut the fuck up NOW and lead our own life cause I've stopped bothering
yours and you should have also stopped bothering mine.

Oh crap.

Labels: It's all refers to a "he" anywayssss.

Friday, March 07, 2008

Yesyes, sooner or later, I have no more pictures to start
my entries with. dammit.

School started out sucky this morning.
I hate morning sickness which disturbs me most.
And with such a cold weather now adays, flu kept me
"busy" in class. Thought that I got fever as I felt feverish
but thanked god, it's just me and my nonsense. haha.

Recess onwards, I felt better after having my breakfast. :)

So after recess was Art and I spent full 1 period finding my
artpiece. I remembered handing in my work yesterday on
the teachers table but today, it wasn't with the pile. Panicked.
So I went up to the art room with Alyssha and we were scared
cause you know, if you're a Woodgrover, you'll know about the
"ghost" stories and experience that some of our seniors had.
So eventhough it's daylight, we are scared. But we acted cool.
Hahah. So we searched both studios but can't find mine.

So we went down, and told Miss Wong about it.
So, she asked me to go up AGAIN. dammit. So yeah.
Now, Fiah accompanied me as she wanted to find hers too.
SO we went up. And she's also scared! haha. girls girls.
We searched and she found hers with other class's art work
at the back of the trays. How inconsiderate of others. argh.
But mine, IS STILL MISSING. So we went back to class
and I complained to teacher that my "nice gorgeous" artwork
had been stolen. *chuckles* And as I was joking with Miss Wong,
saw my artwork on my table. Okay, which freak made me go up to
the art studio twice? Tsktsk.

So finished up my final work and did my 2 Layouts which I was
suppose to do it before my final work. Lols. Did my write-up
and handed-in. Finally! my art assignment has completed! Phew!
Art class ended as soon as I finished my artwork. Then Miss Lee
came into class and talk to us a little bit and yeah, the moment that
I've been waiting for. Report Slips! :) First, she went through those
who got highest in every Subjects. Sadly, I wasn't in that category.
Azimah got Highest for English. And Al-Zul was paiseh la, he thought he
highest for English. haha! Then after all that, Miss Lee went to Top Three.

First in class: Sien Hui
Second in class: Hong Hwee
Third in class: Here's the scenario.
Miss Lee said that It's a girl and her name starts with "A".
So the class were shouting names guessing la, then Al stood up
and went up to teacher to receive his "prize" and right before that
happened, Miss Lee said it's Amirah. Then he did a U-turn. HAHA.
It's more funny if you see it la.
SO yeah, alhamdullilah, I got third in class :)

Top 3 got a movie voucher from Miss Lee
whereas the fourth & Fifth got a toblerone.
But I changed mine to the chocolate cause that voucher,
only valid on Mon- Wed. And there's no time for me
to go to a movie now. Hols is pack with homeworks
and there's band camp. So, i rather enjoy chocolate cause
I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE to snack :)

Thankyou Miss Lee for helping me in my maths.
From 44% Ugrade(lastyear), you helped me to attained 79%
grade 1. Thankyou Miss Lee! :) and thanks for the chocolate!

AHHH, mom is so happy and so is my daddy.
Okay, mom gave me 30 bucks and she said
" bla3333, if you can get 80 to 85% for end year, I promise
to give you 1oo bucks. "
WHOA.

Alhamdulillah. :)

So, after all those happy moments and stuff.
Had to clear up my books under my desk. There's not
much books as I've brought home most of it yesterday.
Cleaned my table as well as Syahiran's.

Then went out of school with ALyssha & Nasha.
Nasha met up with Zaki & Epul and left us two alone.
Haha , wanted to get myself a treat but the bubble
shop was pack so we both headed to Cheers and got ourself
the hotdog bun with is delicious la. With the mustard chilli and tomato.
Kan Alyssha, kan? ahha

I wanted to lepak with them but I wanted to rest at home.
So I couldnt make up my mind on that point of time.
Decided to go home first and rest in the end, I fall asleep
and didn't reply Alyssha's msg. Sorry! :(

Realised that there's soooo many worksheets that I need
to do during this March 1 week hols and it seems to be
IMPOSSIBLE! My oh my. There's so much esp Malay.
Not that I'm complaining but c'mon, it's suppose to be
a "1 WEEK BREAK" but it seems like the normal school days
homeworks are lesser than what I got today. argh.

Help me someone?

There's gonna be a band outing with the new sec1's.
Sure I am looking forward for this coming Tuesday but
hopefully the weather don't ruin our plan. :)
And there's gonna be a band camp also with the new sec1's!
AH, I'm soo looking forward for all this but NOT FOR THIS
COMING SUNDAY. yeah, religious lesson. ahhhhhhhhhh.

Alright.
It's 12.30 already.
Should be sleeping cause tmr onwards,
I have to start doing my hols homework.
Yeah, call me a freak cause I don't do homeworks
last time. I don't listen to teachers last time.
But now, it's time to concentrate and do well
cause, I want to have bright futures.
:)

" You will when you believe "
With that, good night and Happy Holidays!
And happy doing homeworks people!!

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

I'm pretty frustrated because I don't get to use the lappy often.
I'm also frustrated because I can't get my blog set on private.
Now, unwanted guests are viewing my blog and you know, commenting.
My oh my.

I haven't been updating since ages. My apologies.
I had been busy with Band and studies. Finally realised that
sacrificing some of my tv shows and some of my computer time
really helps. I get to study, finished up homeworks BUT, still,
not enough sleep. I have not been having good night sleeps.
Restless nights, no more but, I'm just too exhausted.

It's a difficult thing to make me get put from bed every morning
at 6am to get ready for school. Real hard. And at times, I ended
up being late and giving so much excuses. Well, sometimes,
it's reasonable and valid. And school, pretty hard time trying to
focus. I realised that I've been dreaming and half dead in class.
My body stays but my mind&soul are out. I'm trying real hard
to focus but at times, I can't. Maybe the place I chose was not a
good place. Thanks to my own stupidity. Had a good place and yet,
even argued with my form teacher.
Haiz.

Nevermind, I can try. :) Jia You!

LAST WEEK'S MOOD SWINGS.
Yeapyeap, what a bad week.
I have no idea why I'm being so f**ked up in class
with certain people whom I'm not supposed to be
angry with. I dont know why. Everytime I see that
person, it just made me wanna scream at everyone.
And in fact, that person is trying to make me jealous.
And dude, Now I'm not. huahuahua!

I apologies to those who were affected by this mood I've
put up last week. I don't know what's happening to me.
It's as if like ALL anger and stressness piled up together
and attacked me. At the end of the day, when couple of
my friends asked me why I'm in such a sucky mood, I didn't
have any answer for them cause, I didn' even know why I'm
like that. It's not my attitude problem, but, argh, it's something
which I'm not able to explain.

skipskipskip.

Sports heats was THE WORST DAY EVER FOR ME.
And I pity Arif, his like limping.
Nevertheless, I was right at the front cheering for him. :)

I SUCK ON MY 200M.
I SWEAR I WON'T BE RUNNING ON ANY EVENTS FOR THE REST
OF MY ENTIRE LIFE. SWEAR.

I REGRETTED FOR NOT PUSHING MYSELF LIKE I'M ALWAYS DOING.
I REGRETTED FOR NOT SPRINTING WHEN I HAVE THEENERGY TO.
I REGRETTED FOR NOT BELIEVING IN MYSLEF THAT I CAN DO IT.
I REGRETTED FOR NOT TRYING HARD.
I REGRETTED FOR NOT PRACTISING.
I REGRETTED FOR NOT KNOWING THAT IT'S THIS WEEK, NOT NEXT.
I REGRETTED. ALMOST ON EVERYTHING.